Little Piffs and Poofs

"Piffs and poofs?"

Yes, just my words (today) for bursts of creative energy and sudden bored lethargic moments. This week will be an emotional roller coaster for me. One week from today, I will be starting my internship.

"Why is that such a big deal?"

It is a big deal because I have been a full-time student for seven (7) years now. That means I have not had to work, and this will be a big change for me. As a student, I would set up my own schedule; deciding to hold off on a course or two in the summer for fun in the sun. Now I will have to abide by a schedule that someone else will set up for me. (That isn't a bad thing, though!)

On sunday, Not only does a good friend graduate with her Associate's degree (on her way to her Bachelor's), my best friend is celebrating her graduation with friends and family; it is also mine and my husband's anniversary. I have to choose where to be - so someone will be disappointed! (I don't like disappointing friends!)

Wednesday brings me to my eye appointment, and he will probably tell me my eyes have caught up with my chronological age. (47) Blech

Thursday, a good friend that I have reconnected with is moving back to Buffalo from 47 years in Las Vegas, which puts him in much better space. I am thrilled for him, and me, too ~ closer for us to visit and catch up!

Then here we are at friday; the first day of the internship. I get excited/anxious when I get ready to step into the great unknown. It sounds just perfect for me, however!

Just a quickie: I have always wanted to go into law enforcement. That is what I have an Associates, a Bachelors, and now (almost) a Masters in. I waited much too long to pursue this career. A local PD actually went so far as to invite me to take the physical fitness test (which is one of the first steps). I was so grateful, but I just cannot do push-ups. This internship must have been on the horizon; which is why I was not right for the PD position.

I have learned in the last 10 years that if you are struggling and pushing for (insert activity/life decision here), there may be a reason you are not accomplishing your goal. It might not be the right course of action, and you need to be patient (yeah, right) and flexible! The perfect fit is just down the road.

Now that I have whined and delved way to deep into my emotional roller coaster... I will return you to your regularly scheduled programming....